Day 5

For the 90 day challenge, one of the requirements is that I need to take before and after photos. I usually don’t like taking photos.  I’m the one who turns my head or covers my face.  I’ve been putting it off since I signed up.  The photo itself needs to show as much as my body, while being tasteful.  No standing in the mirror and taking the photo.  I need to have someone take the photo of me in a sports bra and shorts.  I already asked my sister to do it.  She said sure, just tell her when.  I asked her 5 days ago.  I don’t usually have a problem with the way I look.  I’ve seen myself in mirrors and photos. But for some reason, taking this simple photo is tough for me to do.   That is today’s goal.

There’s a zumba class later today.  I’m going to check it out.  I like dancing.  But as I said before.  I do not like the mirrors.

Decide that you want it more than you are afraid of it. -Bill Cosby

Decide that you want it more than you are afraid of it. -Bill Cosby


Day 4

I ended up going for only about 30 minutes yesterday.  But I went.  That’s all that matters.  It was easier to go today.  I got home from work, immediately changed and left for the gym.  I had fun.  I still hate those mirrors.  But I had fun.

I’ve been eating pretty good lately too.  No fried food. Nothing greasy. But today. Today was bad. I went to the gym earlier today than I had the last few days.  Then it was dinner and I was famished.  I know.  Who says famished?  I was craving a burger. And fries.  I should have stopped myself. There were plenty of other options. Healthier options.  But the burger and fries won me over.  I’m going to say it was me getting it out of my system.

yeah it sucks....keep going!

yeah it sucks….keep going!