Day 10

Today was full of excuses. Part two.

I don’t know if I was kidding myself earlier when I said that it was becoming easier to make myself go to the gym.  Because it is hard. Today I felt like all the motivation in the world wasn’t going to get me to go to the gym.  I don’t know, it’s like, ever since I saw that personal trainer, I thought it was going to…inspire me. But I feel like it only brought me down.  The excuses were the same as yesterday.  I’m too tired.  I have to get up early.  I have to go to bed early.  One more show.  (Did I mention that I watch way too much TV?)

So I stopped in the middle of last seasons Once Upon A Time.  I love the show but I just stopped watching it.   I keep wanting to start back up.  This new season looks fantastic. I decided that if I’m going to sit and watch this tv show, I might as well walk and watch it instead.  So I went.  I got on a treadmill and for 45 minutes picked up from where I left off.  I’m excited to see the next episode.  But what’s more…I’m glad I went to the gym today.

Once Upon A Time

Once Upon A Time

Day 1 (maybe)

I don’t know if this is day 1.  I don’t know if I’ll even go to the gym.  This may be my first and last blog post.  I did get ready to go to the gym. I have my sweats on and my tennis shoes on. But the big question of the day is “Will I go to the gym?”  The list of excuses to not go is just endless.  I’m tired. I just worked 11 hours. It’s too late to go. I have to wake up early in the morning. I need a new pair of tennis shoes. That is the one I have been stuck on for the last few days. It’s a little ridiculous.  Today it’s I’m going to start a blog and write all this down. I need something to motivate me and maybe this is it.  So I’m sitting here. Typing all this down.  Making an excuse. Wondering if it really is important to me to lose weight.

If it is important to you, you will find a way. If not, you'll find an excuse.

If it is important to you, you will find a way. If not, you’ll find an excuse.